New year

Music has always been my love. My first love and only love. But this evening I found myself stood at a gig, completely alone listening to this amazing band and I realised music wasn't the only thing that took a hold of my heart anymore.

I left after 4 songs and not upset I couldn't enjoy the gig alone, I left with a smile on my face, knowing how much I wanted you there with me to enjoy things with me and that was a new feeling. The fact I hadn't seen you for 5 hours yet missed you undeniably, filled me with the purest happiness.

I'm now tucked up in our bed, and I love nothing more than listening to you share your infinite knowledge to everyone that is lucky enough to listen.

I hope I can be the girl you deserve, because you sure as hell have made me the person I've longed to be.
Maybe 2012 is going to be different after all.