Not 100% why I started this. I needed a private outlet to vent I guess, no lurkers lurking.
The other day I learnt something. Something that I think I needed to know and things I needed to read. Turns out you can't trust who you thought.
I'm trying with all my might to forget it and its hard but I'm trying.
I'm happy, I live in a city hundreds of thousands of people flock to every month just to visit its beauty and history. I have good friends, friends who are willing to drive 6 hours to see me for a few days, I have a beautiful house that I am making my own and starting up my photography again, I'm headed to university in September to hopefully start what will be the rest of my life in something I love. And I have love. It may be hard-work and it might not be a whirlwind romance but it is a romance and through it all I know he's at the other end, to kiss me on the forehead and to push me to be the better person I know I can be.
My home-town can keep the mundane, the drama, the routine and the pointless sex cycle's with the same people.
I'm out and I've not stopped smiling.
The other day I learnt something. Something that I think I needed to know and things I needed to read. Turns out you can't trust who you thought.
I'm trying with all my might to forget it and its hard but I'm trying.
I'm happy, I live in a city hundreds of thousands of people flock to every month just to visit its beauty and history. I have good friends, friends who are willing to drive 6 hours to see me for a few days, I have a beautiful house that I am making my own and starting up my photography again, I'm headed to university in September to hopefully start what will be the rest of my life in something I love. And I have love. It may be hard-work and it might not be a whirlwind romance but it is a romance and through it all I know he's at the other end, to kiss me on the forehead and to push me to be the better person I know I can be.
My home-town can keep the mundane, the drama, the routine and the pointless sex cycle's with the same people.
I'm out and I've not stopped smiling.
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